These past few days have been very trying and tiring! It is so hard to remember how much I used to get done in a day and now realize how little I am able to do each day. I am happy to get up in the morning and be able to get ready for the day before I have to take a rest. Then Iproceed to finish getting ready and go on my way. This is the new routine for the current Lynn and I am trying to get used to it.
I now understand that I never knew what exhasution was! It is feeling that there is not even one more once of me left to give. It is feeling like there is a weight on my eyelids that will not give up until my eyes close. I am trying to embrace this new realization so that when it is all over I can know that it will not happen to me like this again!
It is so wonderful to be surrounded by such strong, wonderful people who keep me going even through exhaustion. Every smile I am given is such a gift because those smiles bring me up in spirit and even energy level. There are so many things for me to be thankful for tonight and I would love to be able to name them all but please know that each of you are in my thoughts and have given me such wonderful gifts through your support! Embrace your energy and your health as they are the most precious things I can think of tonight in my heart!
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