The positive Lynn has returned! I have had a good night sleep and am ready to face what this day has to give me! Putting those beautiful gifts from God to bed was the best gift! I was given such Love and happiness from them as we talked about their day and about all the fun they were going to have while I am at chemo. They are at a friends house where they will each have a friend to play with and be distracted from the reality of our life now.
I had my pity party last night and now I am ready to walk with my head held high into the chemo room and take my meds! I do wish that Mary Poppins could come and make the meds be as easy as a spoon full of sugar because saline gives such a gross taste in my mouth!
It is a great morning and I have a few more hours before chemo so I will be doing things for me that I have not been able to do. I have a journal I keep and am going to write in it and put in a few newmementos. I am going to watch whatever I want to on TV. I am going to eat that last meal before food becomes near impossible to eat. So it will be a good time until noon.
Thank you for all your prayers and support! Have a wonderful weekend!
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