I am hoping everyone had a wonderful 4th of July weekend!! The Klunders were blessed with dear friends who encouraged us and helped us celebrate this weekend!
I truly could have crawled into bed on Friday and not gotten out of bed the rest of the weekend. This uncertainty of my diagnosis has really thrown me for a loop! I struggled to find that positive attitude since the first Wednesday appointment that was canceled. I keep saying, "I wanted it all to be over!!!" I had an expectation of this cancer being gone once I checked off all the things I was advised to do from the beginning. The control was taken away from me when this pathology issue came up. I did find it funny to think of God chuckling when I realized that I was trying to control this whole situation still and found I was not even in the drivers seat. I have given all my worries up to God and am feeling more peace than I have all weekend. This is so much bigger than I can handle and He will take it for me.
I am again enjoying a more typical summer day today. I woke up and got myself ready without any help. Keith got the girls ready for the first day of dance camp. I took them off to the dance studio for a camp that lasts for 3 hours. I will pick them up soon to go and feed them lunch... they will be starving I am sure since they have not worked as hard in weeks. Then Katelynn has her first tutoring session this afternoon and by 5 pm I should be home. I am sure I will be absolutely exhausted but I am so happy to have a more "normal" day!!! It is so great to be a summer stay at home mom.
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