Monday, January 23, 2012

This MOM is back!

Good morning everyone!!  I am waking up with more confidence and more conviction to take my life back!!!  I am still sick and still get very tired!  BUT I refuse to let this stop me anymore.   I went to sleep feeling sorry for myself after feeling sick most of the day yesterday.  I have spent more days these past three months feeling sick than feeling good and this has brought my spirit down.  BUT NO MORE!!!  I do not want to live like this!  I have to wait to see Dr. Jason for another two weeks so I will have to endure this cough and this feeling of nausea and these #%&# hot flashes without any relief but I will not stop until I find a way to get them all to subside so I can go on with a much more active life!

I kicked cancers but and now I need to kick this with the same spirit! 

I am so proud of waking up before everyone and enjoying my time making a great breakfast that everyone enjoyed!  It is such a great feeling to make these girls food that they eat and brings them to the table happy! 

I do have to THANK all the Jennifers in my life who have been great role models in living through hard times of feeling physically sick but still living life!!!  As I thought about the wonderful people who have surrounded me and shown me the way through these tough times I was amazed at these three specific women with this same name who have conditions that could stop them from enjoying life BUT They do not let it!!!!  They spend many days in pain or feeling sick but they still pursue life with all the energy they can muster up!!  Thank you my Jennifers!!!  You mean so much to me and I have no way of truly letting you know all you have done for me!

This is really the lesson I have learned:  Tell everyone you can Thank You for all they have done to help you!  It can mean a great deal for you but an even better thing for that person!  We are all here to experience and live as we are able along with feeling the love that is so necessary to make life grand!! 

Hoping everyone has a great day and an even better week!

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