Nothing went right today-- in my mind!
I should have known it
would be a hard day for me when I woke up and felt rather anxious and
almost sick to my stomach. I was concerned about the PIC line we left
in to try and have the Herceptin treatment put in without having to get
an IV in. It has been such a pain in my butt to keep it dry in the
shower and it is located in a horrible spot because I drag it my food at
times.
So I moved rather slow and made us late to leave to
drop girls at Kim's house. All got to where they needed and we got to
Libertyville in good time.
At the doctors office I just keep
feeling like I should turn around and run-- none of my favorite nurses
were in the office at the moment and it just kept going down hill!!! No
PIC line, No Veins, and tears falling because I was so disappointed!
We gave up after 3 tries and no luck. I went in to see the doctor and
that was the best and worst part-- Dr. Chung agreed this body needed one
week to get back from surgery and so we would post-pone the treatment
for a week. Then she casually mentions she wants me to actually have
two more treatments to ensure I have a full year of the meds. At the
end of July I should be done.... but I am waiting as seeing mode!
I can feel that there are great reasons this is all happening but while
I sit here in the moment I am so sad and mad all at the same time!
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