The Chemo Cloud has left!!!! I did not realize what kind of changes these drugs have done to me until I received the peace of clear thinking and feeling again this afternoon.
I feel that I have control again over all of me! It is so beautiful to be me again! I was not very positive or having a good outlook over the past two days because I felt so lousy and tired all the time. I missed out on so many things when I could not get out from under the blanket of nausea and dizziness. I did not get to be present for the girls acting in the churchpagent. I also did not get to Katelynn's birthday party with friends of ours. BUT there were so many others who were there for them that I am blessed to know that we are never alone!
Tonight I was given a terrific early Christmas blessing when the Bates women came over to help put my house in order. Keith is a terrific laundry service as long as he does not have to fold anything or put it away! :) So these women folded and folded until we found the bottom of every basket. They also wrapped a few leftover presents and kept me company on a quiet, lonely night. What wonderful women I have been surrounded by over these last 30 years of my life! What a true gift from God!
Tonight I go to bed in a good frame of mind and a much happier heart! I look forward to the days to come and love every moment of each day! God bless you all! Your support is so much appreciated and I thank God each day for all!
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