Good-byes

Chemo tomorrow at 1:15pm. It will be a day of good-byes that I do not want to do.

I will have a wonderful breakfast in Libertyville with my oldest friends. After which I will have to say good-bye as my girlfriend and her family return to their home in Ohio. It has been such a wonderful gift of having her home with me these past two weeks. We have had so many good times together with laughter and memories.

I will then send the girls off the Grandparents houses for the time we are at the Doctor. They will all have fun doing the things that are planned.

I am also seeing that it is time to say good-bye to my hair. It is falling out at a faster rate than normal. I am really having trouble with the fact that I am about to be bald. It is unimaginable how I am going to look and feel when this all leaves me. I have a wig on the way and many hats to try.

I also have to say good-bye to the vibrant Lynn (for a few days) who is about to be in bed for days trying not to be sick to my stomach and constantly being dizzy.

I am facing this with all the smiles I have in me and keeping a brave face. I am praying and leaning all of those people who hold me up when times are hard.