Time feels so different since this all started a month ago! It was as if the first 36 hours felt like eternity inside of a minute. I am feeling as if these two weeks I have had until Chemo starts is a lifetime and more. I am anxious to get started but then in the same minute I can say I am terrified to find out how hard this will all be. Life has become so precious and I am loving all that I am able to do!
There is really so much to be thankful for in my life! I am reminded each day to live it to the fullest especially pre-chemo since I do have some energy. The littlest things bring a smile to my face... Kindergarten lessons that bomb, waves from students I see in the hall, pages my girls have colored for me, presents Sarah wraps up just so we can all open up a gift, and snuggle time with my whole family! I can say I love life and I hope to keep this feeling throughout all the challenging moments ahead of me. I realize that as of November 16th I am very different person and my journey has been changed forever (I hope for the better!).
I am so thankful for all the people in our lives who are reaching out through prayers and/or other methods of help. We were just blessed with our first planned meal from a friend. It was so delicious and so relaxing to not have to come home and make the meal for the family. I am coming in from work each day pretty much exhausted and this was one night I got to put my feet up. I can tell this will lessen our stress throughout the next months! Thank you to everyone!
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