This morning before chemo is not as easy as last night. I am on a roller coaster of emotions that does not seem to be slowing down... one minute I am fine then the next I am crying. I am anxious about not knowing how this will all feel and work. I am still having pain from the surgery to put the port in and I worry that it won't work. Fear and anxiety are the two major emotions running through me. I look forward to this evening when the first treatment is over and I can feel like the fight is underway. I also look forward to knowing how all the treatments will go from now on and find out how my body will react.
I am so thankful to not be alone in this! My hubby is the BEST in the whole world and is with me every step of the way. I have talked to all of our parents this morning as well as many friends! We are both so overwhelmed by all the support we are receiving from everyone in our lives! We are learning just how much good we have given throughout life by all the love we are being shown now. Thank you to everyone who is supporting us and loving us!
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