What an interesting Sunday!!  The morning was rough so I was not able to get to church as I had hoped.  It did allow Keith and I to talk about church and how important it was for the girls for us to get back to going to church regularly.  I miss worshiping in a church!  I was able to understand where Keith was on his journey to find out that he was still mad at God.... as a caregiver he has every right to be mad and it seems that God has taken the brunt of this for him.  He is willing to go to church and try to work out these feelings. Keith is such a complex person at times and I would have never known all of this without the frustration of the morning bringing this out to the front.

We were able to go to the Bonks for pumpkin carving and delicious food.  It was a gorgeous afternoon and we all enjoyed getting together.  The girls came home exhausted and were in bed early tonight. 

I am struggling emotionally tonight because work is so stressful right now since we are without a contract.  It is getting so nasty amongst the parties involved and I am finding myself struggling to keep the negativity away from me.  We are having to go through Federal mediation for negotiations which has never had to happen before.  I will never be wealthy but I would like to provide for my family.  Only time will tell!

I am working to calm myself and focus on my recovery.  There will be many decisions made over this week and I need to get ready for changes that are about to occur.