I was lying on the couch after finally getting everyone to bed... after a typically crazy day of getting kids ready for the day, working, napping, taxiing kids to activities, breaking up fights, dealing with crabbiness, and finally feeding the children as well as get them ready to go to bed. WOW!! No wonder I am so tired! I guess I earned the nap and the relaxing this evening. :)
... as I was lying on the couch I had a pain in my head nagging me so I began to wonder if this is a brain tumor. Then I had a little twinge of pain (or what could be just some feeling coming back after surgery) near the area of the underarm in which they removed the lymph nodes during surgery. I had a pain in my spine earlier in the day and my thoughts went straight to cancer. OH how that day in November last year changed all my thoughts!!! There is no enemy I detest more than cancer!!
I do find myself praying more often when these fears creep into my thoughts! I know that if I give my worries to prayer I will find peace of mind. I want to live life in a positive way and not be in fear at every moment! This will be what I work on now.
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