As I lay here on the couch for the 2nd day in a row I am consumed by desire to be out and moving instead of feeling like I am being held captured in these four walls. I am even struggling to type these words as the pain is intensifying throughout my whole body. The medicines I am on keep me fromexcruciating pain but there is still pain breaking through.
I am thankful for the fact that my caregivers are all able to keep life going for the kids and themselves since I am unable to do this. But I do miss all that I am unable to do with them. The house is quiet right now because the rest of the family are at church. I know this is my time to rest. Once I am recovered I plan to enjoy all the activities I will be doing with everyone! I cannot believe I will say this but I am solooking forward to all the bike riding and beach visits and even camping that I will do with these wonderful girls and fantastic husband ! Time is such an interesting subject to me! I feel as if it is as slow as a turtle when I am stuck here in the house but when I think back to November it seems like only yesterday I was diagnosed.
I love that I am still able to look ahead and think about all I will enjoy! Heck, I will be enjoying life again in about 2 days if all goes as it did last time. I really should not complain because the light at the end of the tunnel is drawing so close! It is the hard days that make it tough to look farther than the next hours.
I will say that fresh air has been great for me! I was able to sit in the living room with the windows open to feel the air and breathe in the nature that I have so missed! I am hoping today to get a chance to be out in the world for even just a few minutes if it gets as warm as they say it will.
Enjoy all that you can each day!
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