Steroids!!!

Here we go again!  I am up for the 4th time tonight and cannot sleep because of this HUGE dose of steriods I am having to take to ward off an allergic reaction as well as other reasons.  My heart feels like it is racing and I am finding myself feeling hot!  My legs are not able to stay still which is annoying me.  It is not a four letter word but it is even worse because it is like two four letter words put together!  :)

My mind is also raising about dumb and crazy things!  I should not be fretting over this because I will spend the next three or four days on the couch or in bed.  I had been doing so well up until the tossing and turning and time to think.  I really had so much fun over this break!  I am really understanding how to enjoy each moment as it comes!  I am not dreading the fact that Spring Break is over rather I am enjoying all the relaxing and all the activities I had energy to do!  My biggest accomplishment was that I changed over the twins clothes in their closet and helped Katelynn do the same.  This is a rather large task that during the first 6 treatments I would never have been able to do.  The freedom I am finding isexhilarating at times!

This Angel team I have keeps on growing!  My family and I am one of the most blessed people in the world!   I have been praying that I might find another mom of young children going through something like what I am going through and in the past week I have been contacted by a mutual friend to someone who has been one of my biggest supporters!  I look forward to connecting with her and finding a person who knows exactly what I am going through in all areas of life!  I was also given the news that a classmate from high school was more recently diagnosed with breast cancer.  Having spent the last 4 and a half months being one of the youngest in the treatment rooms I am now finding others of similar age and situation.

I believe I have gone through my valley and am climbing back up my mountain.  The road will still be rocky but the journey will be traveled with you all so I will not be alone and will always be supported!